Impossibilities...

It seems impossible to me that 8 days have passed since I last blogged. There have not been many changes in the routine for the last two weeks and it just now feels like we are settled into the new routine! Taking dad dily to the hyperbaric oxygen treatments takes a commitment from not only the patient but the patients support network as well!

Fortunately, the new daycare for mom, Southview, is wonderful. mom is still resistant but there have been zero explosions of anger since we started attending. What a gift! The place is so loving and Cookie and Minnie are tremendous people who obviously care deeply for their charges and their work. Anna and I talke about it last night and both of us ffeel so much less guilt taking her there instead of Ashford place. Nothing against them, just not the 'right' place for mom.

I had my weekend off this weekend and seemed to be finding solace in overeating :( Not my preferred way of doing things but a reality nonetheless. This morning I'm back on WW and finding a positive outlook to the process of weightloss and weight management.

I continue to meet wonderful people who bless my life in unexpected ways. I desire to make a positive impact in the lives of other people; to move them toward healing. How that will manifest I'm not yet clear, but the desire is as strong as ever. My fantasy is that I will win the lottery and be able to start a foundation (or several). I think I must start story/vision boarding to quicken up the manifestation process and to give my desire details so I'll recognize it when it shows up!

Somehow, coming home after a night away gets harder and harder. the presence of stress and diesease and struggle is so prevalent here...